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II. I Don't Know

from Infinite Fall Trilogy by Kirk Garland Jr.

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(Verse One: Kirk)
If I shouted… “Fuck bitches” they’d be all about it
Girl this music is my high… I’d probably fall without it
I’ll probably fall regardless; these dreams just seem the farthest
Looking for brighter days ahead, because I’ve seen the darkest
It’s kind of crazy, you know baby? This whole life thing
Surrounded by the wrong women just trying to do the right thing
I guess good guys & bad bitches aren’t compatible
So if I want a bad bitch I need a heart that’s mechanical
Yeah
Heart— Tin Man. Diaphragm— Iron Man
We’re all just looking for some answers— Iverson
I forgot what I was saying, I don’t care what was she was saying
I need sleep; I’m sick and tired of being tired man
Insomniac, I know my son just wants his mommy back
But as things stand between us, we could never be together
Like our parents before us we will never see forever
She scarred me, so all I can really say is I’m sorry…

(Bridge: Kirk)
But it doesn't really matter, cause all I do is make excuses
In a world built on lies, how could anybody know what the truth is?
But the truth is— I don’t know
I don’t know…

(Hook: Kirk)
She said we’re better than that but I don’t think so
But I appreciate the fact that you think so
We’re faced with two options
Either jump ship, or baby we can sink slow
Yeah
Honey when you live fast…
You die slow
All your songs sound broken…
Yeah, I know
All I do is make excuses
All I do is make excuses
Yeah, yeah, yeah

(Verse Two: Kirk)
If I shouted… “Get money” they’d be all about it
Girl this music is my high… I’d probably fall without it
I’ll probably fall regardless; these dreams just seem the farthest
Looking for brighter days ahead, because I’ve seen the darkest
Please let’s not do this baby; it’s just something else that we’ll fight about
I want to be happy, but then what the fuck would I write about?
I… I don’t know. Maybe I should send a text to you…
But I don’t know who’s lying next to you
You want that Vampire Life I’ll give that True Death to you
Message in a bottle, I just really hope it gets to you
Then she asked me “You don’t have anything left… Do you?”
“If life is meaningless, then what could I have meant to you?”
I don’t know… But it was never really about that
I gave you my fucking heart, how am I supposed to live without that?
I guess you and I aren’t us anymore are we?
You scarred me, don’t insult me by saying you’re sorry

(Bridge: Kirk)
Cause it doesn’t really matter, when all you do is make excuses
In a world built on lies, how could anybody know what the truth is?
But the truth is— I don’t know
I don’t know…

(Hook: Kirk)
She said we’re better than that but I don’t think so
But I appreciate the fact that you think so
We’re faced with two options
Either jump ship, or baby we can sink slow
Yeah
Honey when you live fast…
You die slow
All your songs sound broken…
Yeah, I know
All you do is make excuses
All you do is make excuses
Yeah, yeah, yeah…

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from Infinite Fall Trilogy, released December 24, 2013
Written/Performed by Kirk

Produced by Twigg

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